STEFAN -- when we stand together

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So this is probably the first and last time you will ever hear this in your life but I kind of need your advice right now Stefan.
Keep in mind this is your one and only chance, first snide comment and I will regret this.
And, try not to act too shocked.

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► first off, if it's romantic advice - am i really the best person to be asking? i mean, that's kind of a mess for me right now.

► second off, i will do my best to refrain from making snarky comments because if this is the one and only chance for YOU to ask ME for advice - well dang, it must be important.

► i'll feign shock if i'm not. but this sounds good. proceed.

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I am not really too sure what kind of advice this really is or maybe its just a rant.
As for romantic advice you are a whole lot more clued in than I am but I am not admitting to anything in that department.
Just so you know, if anyone finds out about this you better be finding yourself a remote tropical island to hide out on for the rest of your life.
Well we will start off on something that you already know; I broke things off with Elena and for once I feel like a complete jerk. I did not mean to hurt her...

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► really? an arranged marriage i have NO IDEA to get out of, and a girlfriend i'm pretty sure will hate me before it's all said and done because of said arranged marriage? no thanks, please - take it from me.

► do you know of any available tropical islands far enough away to escape your wrath? yeah, me either.

► oh, this sounds good. you're feeling guilty because? there has to be more than that.

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I am not even going to start on the advice for that one because yes dear brother that is quite a mess.
You might want to look into other planets because there is no where on this one that would be far enough from my wrath.
You have no idea how hard this is for me right now and I am glad its not in person because if you laughed there is no doubt I would have to punch you.
I asked her out in the first place for the wrong reasons, well not really the wrong reasons but I was hurt because the person that I developed feelings for... rejected me and I thought I was over her but I definitely wasn't. I did break it off with Elena before things got complicated though.

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► but enough about me and the mess that is my romantic life. and i heard there was another galaxy trying to make contact... i think i'll try there.

► now brother dearest, why ever would i laugh?

► well, there is one thing you did right - by not leading the girl on. no doubt dante would have kicked your ass. who is this other person and have you talked with them?

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You would laugh because that just seems like a pain in the ass little brother thing to do.
I know I did one thing right I suppose, I did not lead her on and I did not cheat on her, I deserve an award.
I have talked to this other girl and she admits now that she has feelings for me but things are a little complicated. See now this is the part that you must be sworn to secrecy on; we were 'involved' last year. From right after the riverbed party up until the winter gala..

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► am i a typical pain in the ass little brother? on second though, don't answer that.

► valiant effort on giving something a real try. congratulations! i'm proud of you.

► if you're trying to shock me by the fact that you've had sex, that's not a shocker. now, that you were 'involved' with her for so long is rather shocking. when did these feelings develop?

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Meh you are better than most.
Glad I could make you proud....
I just felt like involved was a nicer work to use, its not like talking to my sex life with my little brother is something that I really want to do.
Uhm well they started when I realized that it was not all about sex, I didnt admit them to myself until the gala where I no longer wanted to keep things secret.
I don't blame her for wanting things to be a secret given my reputation and the fact that my attention does not last long but she's kind of different; shes the only one that stands up to me.
This is a mistake... I shouldn't be telling you this, she would kill me if she found out..

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► if connie ever tried to talk to me about such a thing, she would be locked away and not allowed out ever again.

► now that you have both established you have feelings, what's the big deal with keeping it a secret? if you care about each other, despite what may be said about your past, she makes you a better person where you don't do any of that stuff anymore, right?

► woah woah woah - only one that stands up to you... are you talking about mira?!

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That is something that we can agree on, luckily I think Connie's focus is elsewhere right now.
The problem is that there will be a lot of drama that goes along with it and the fact that it will be a shocker, something that the gossip blog that would LOVE to get ahold of.
The week I went away recently, well that was to hide the fact that Sergej punched me. Shows his support in this situation. Really I don't blame him though.
In my mind she sort of makes me a better person I mean it was only her that six months..
Only problem; she wants to be friends and I feel like shes stalling even though she promises she's not. I love her Stef as strange as that sounds coming from me..
Is it so hard to picture? I mean passion and hatred are a very close line to be drawn we just happened to cross over...

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► bless her heart... she's been trying so hard to figure out this arranged marriage thing. she even offered to invite aislng along with us when i chaperone her for the chelsea matches over the summer. she's to good to be our sister.

► if it helps, i'm behind you 100%. i won't try to punch mira. i WAS wondering where you went then. and of course it's a shocker - to everyone. but neither of you should be ashamed of having feelings for each other.

► no, it's hard to picture. just you, being in love - that has a weird ring to it. i hope she's not stalling because you do deserve to be happy and have everything you want.

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Shes not as innocent as she seems though I happen to know that she got herself into some trouble with the music teacher not too long ago.
I feel like a terrible role model for her.
Oh she asked you too? Guess it will be a family trip then.
I am glad that someone is, I am certainly not ashamed, I have been telling her since the winter gala that I want things to go public but that scared her off to begin with and now she wants to be friends until things are settled and I don't even know what that means.
I mean in my mind things are settled, Sergej apologized, well as close as he will get to apologizing..
I guess it does have a weird ring to it, you are not as shocked as I thought you would be...

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► ok, maybe you're the terrible role model. i'm not really as bad as you put off that you are. but for some reason, she looks up to both of us. oh, the prank she did? yes, i heard about that. i thought she said you couldn't go and that was why she asked me? or maybe that was just dad...

► maybe it has to do with what just happened with the punching and all? i mean stepping out in public as a royal is hard enough, but add to that two royals? especially one with your reputation, maybe time is just all she needs. you know she loves you, right?

► i always knew you''d find someone, and i am happy for you, as weird as that sounds. i just hate it's such a complicated situation for you.

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Your right and I do deserve that, I am a terrible role model but that is what I have always told you two, do exactly the opposite of what I do haha.
I think this must be her way of getting us all together for some time in the summer, might be nice though its been a long time for a Swiss family reunion, well without the parents.
Mira, hesitant about anything, I think we are talking about different people here, after all she was the one to make a show of throwing drinks at me, textbooks, anything she could get her hands on.
I suppose time will tell and all I can do is hope that her feelings are enough.
It's always a complicated situation with me, thats just the way my life is, I would lose interest in things if they were not complicated everyone knows I have the attention span of a house fly.
So tell me now that our heart to heart is over, have you addressed your problem yet?

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