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Post by shideh2 on Oct 2, 2011 4:33:51 GMT -5
 
A lot had happened over the Summer. Her engagement to Max was back on, their relationship was almost perfect again. Wida agreed to come back to Vineheart after being unable to find another job that could support her family. Now Frank was enjoying his last week or two off before he went back to school, the twins were loving it at Aunt Bryn's and even Amelia was settling in nicely. Brynlee had no problem with Max coming to visit Wida, the kids and Amelia anytime he wanted (within reason of course, he couldn't pop over at 3am) and he'd stayed a couple of nights too. Heck, they were even making love again. Which brought her here, again. They'd been wise and used protection but a 'breakage' had them both left panicked. Her doting fiancee was waiting for her outside the door of the woman's restroom, probably as petrified as she was. Wida's hand was trembling as she took the pregnancy test.
Amelia had only been born nine months ago and the possibility of another baby on the way was enough to make Wida faint. As strange as it might've sounded, while she was taking the pregnancy test she tried not to think of the fact that she might be pregnant. She didn't want to face it if it wasn't happening. In truth she didn't want to be pregnant again, not when the family had just settled into a routine, but after Amelia she wouldn't let herself get an abortion either. Max had talked her out of an abortion and now she had two beautiful daughters instead of one. But she really really didn't want to think about another child. There was already Wida, Max, Frank, Violeta, Vikrum and Amelia in their little family. Extended family would include 'Aunt' Brynlee who was Wida's best friend.
Finally the test was done and Wida left it beside the sink, her heart aching for those few minutes she had to wait to find out the result. She fiddled with her hands, wrapped her hair around her fingers, hummed to herself. Anything she could do to distract herself from the result. With a heart thumping at her chest she slowly approached the test. To say she was nervous would earn you a lightning bolt to the head for the biggest understatement of the century. When she saw the test she screamed in a high voice. Huge puffs of air escaped her lungs at once in relief. She threw the pregnancy text away and ran outside the restroom, jumping into Max's arms. "I'm not pregnant! Oh thank god..." she clung to him like a lifetime, a few tears fell onto his shoulder.
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Post by maxi on Oct 3, 2011 11:06:44 GMT -5
when the evening shadows and the stars appear( a n d t h e r e i s n o o n e t h e r e t o d r y y o u r t e a r s )i could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Sex. Max wasn't quite sure if it was a good idea or not, because although it felt amazing, and believe him, sex with Wida really did, it often brought them back to this very situation. He was scared. Of course it would be nice to have another child but to be honest, with his nine month old daughter just about getting to know him again, he was so worried that he would mess up again that he wasn't sure if another child was a good idea, not that he would ask his fiancée to abort it if it happened. No way. He took the opposite corner, in fact, and was dead set against that. It would be hard, however, and another child might very well have a dramatic effect on Wida's health. He didn't want to lose her, he couldn't let the kids lose her, and he certainly wouldn't like asking her to take that risk. At least, not this close to the birth of their last child. He worried for her, to be honest. He would worry even more about her stress levels now too as she'd recently picked her teaching job back up, and with four kids already, pregnancy would be hard, especially considering Amelia was still so young. He wouldn't want to put so much stress on Wida and her body, as he would always worry that one day her body would just give out, and after just getting her back he couldn't lose her.
Wida was too kind and beautiful and good for him anyway. Max knew it, she knew it, and even her best friend, Brynlee (who the twins were living with at the moment) knew it too. Max had been allowed to sleep over a few nights too, though that situation had led to this one. Brynlee had to approve on some level, although he wasn't sure if she was letting him stay because Wida was going to marry him, because she actually liked him, or because he was Amelia's dad. It was more likely to be for the first andn last reasons, but he hoped that she liked him on some level. After all, he had nothing against her. But she probably wouldn't be too keen if they were having their second child and he still hadn't met her at the alter yet. It wasn't his fault, in fairness. They'd been smart this time, used protection, but it had broken, which was bad. Very bad. So they'd had to go and buy one of those tests again, and he was waiting outside again, nervous as hell, again. He wasn't letting himself think of another child yet, until he knew that it was happening, because it was likely that he would fall in love with the idea.
Max waited patiently. Or at least, as patiently as he could be, for the results of the test. Max heard a scream break the silence and he jumped, unsure of whether that was a good scream or an oh-my-god-it's-positive scream. When she burst through the door it had felt like an eternity passed between that moment and the scream piercing the silence. He caught the blur that was his wife to be and smiled, even then, at the chance to hold her in his arms again. "You're definitely not?"
[/color] Max asked, holding her tight. He was a little disappointed, he wouldn't lie, but most of his emotion was, just like Wida, relief. "Oh thank god. I mean, I'd love to have another child with you, but a planned one, and later, when we're better prepared"[/color] Max said, clearly having been thinking it through. It was the sensible choice, after all.[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - tagging wida words 613 clothes hurr notes go here lyrics feel my love by adele. credit emma of ach
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Post by shideh2 on Oct 3, 2011 14:44:49 GMT -5
Breathing a deep sigh of relief - literally it felt like her lungs were just emptying - she felt Max's warmth in the way he held her. He was like a hot water bottle sometimes in the way he seemed to make her feel more comfortable and relaxed. "I love you so much" she murmured against his clothes, moving to kiss the top of his neck and up to his cheek. As nice as it had been, rekindling their relationship, Wida wasn't sure she could have sex again in a long, long time. She had to be completely careful. She was even considering abstinence until she and Max were married and ready for a fifth child. From seeing that the condom had broke to taking that pregnancy test she felt like she was going to fall to the ground and have a heart attack. She couldn't feel that way again.
The other thing she thought to consider was an alternative means of contraception. There was an injection she could get that would guarantee no children for about three years, but what if Max and her had decided before then that they wanted another child? Though Wida had to admit she hadn't even approached the topic with Max of whether he ever wanted another child, or whether he was happy enough with their family of six and never wanted any additions. As if her beloved husband-to-be could read her mind, he answered her question in what he said next. Better prepared.. yes Wida agreed with that 100%. And it wasn't like her current four children didn't keep them completely occupied!
"I'm so glad" her rosy lips opened into a big smile before her lips became entwining with his. She used to be worried about her and Max in public, used to be concerned about what people used to say and that she was jeopardizing her professionalism. To be honest, she really didn't care anymore. She'd lived these past nine months without Vineheart so she knew she could live without it if she were ever asked to leave. She'd proven it to herself. "It's going to be agonizing though to keep myself away from you at night from now on." she pouted. She was fully appreciative of how attractive her fiancee was and she was sure it would come as no surprise to anybody that she loved knowing that his body was hers as well as his heart and soul.
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Post by maxi on Oct 9, 2011 7:23:24 GMT -5
when the evening shadows and the stars appear( a n d t h e r e i s n o o n e t h e r e t o d r y y o u r t e a r s )i could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Giving Wida a reassuring squeeze, he wouldn't lie that he was relieved too. Just as he'd explained to her, he would love more children of his own with Wida but not yet, not so soon after Amelia, and definitely not until she'd walked down the aisle to meet him. That was important to him. He didn't want her to start to worry that he'd never meet her at the alter with the intention of making her his wife. He wasn't stringing her along and he hoped that she'd never worried about that. He loved her, more than anyone he'd ever met before. He was head over heels in love with her, so much so that he would go against his parents, the King and Queen of Germany, and forsake any claim he could have to the throne to make Wida his wife. He wanted to make that clear too, and he hoped that she knew that by now, he was determined to be the best husband to her that he could. "We should set a date!"
[/color] Max said, trying to demonstrate not only how serious he was about marrying her, but how much he wanted her to be his wife already. Maybe the pill was something to consider? It was Wida's choice whether alternative contraception was right for her in the end, but he could suggest it, offer to go with her to the doctors for support and be there for her, to remind her when to take her pill. Then when they were ready, she could stop taking it, and within a month or three, they would be able to conceive a child, right? He'd read up on it before out of curiosity to how it worked. He liked to learn things and liked knowing how things worked and he was curious as to how one pill a day could stop chance of pregnancy by 99.8 or something percent. It was quite smart as it went, and he'd been interested to learn about it. Maybe he could share that knowledge with Wida, maybe she was already considering it. It could play hell with your hormones apparently though, as it sort of tricked your body into thinking you were pregnant. See, it was a clever thing. Maybe there was a male version he could take instead, it would save her the trouble then. She didn't need any more responsibility at the moment anyway, really. But he'd never heard of one actually being made. Max pressed his lips into Wida's a smile on his face as he did so. He loved her more than anything and he was glad that she seemed not to care about showing that anymore, which was great, because he wanted to marry her and everything, and he was not going to want to keep that a secret. Hey, maybe Xavier could be his best man? P would look great as a bridesmaid. If she ever met Wida and they got on, of course. But then bridesmaids were usually the brides choice. Hmm. "Me too. Whatever happened though I'd have been there for you. I know I promised that before..."[/color] He trailed off. "Um, maybe we should also consider alternative contraception. I mean, as a back up. It'd be the smart thing to do, right?"[/color] Max asked, biting his lip and hoping she wouldn't be too mad that he'd suggested it. He just didn't want them to be here again until they were ready. "Speak for yourself, it'll be hard trying to control myself with you next to me, you're gorgeous and too tempting."[/color] Max whispered in her ear, knowing that wouldn't be the only thing that would be hard.[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - tagging wida words 613 clothes hurr notes go here lyrics feel my love by adele. credit emma of ach
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Post by shideh2 on Oct 9, 2011 7:45:17 GMT -5
With a huge grin on her face, almost childishly wanting to jump up and down, she profusely nodded her head at Max's suggestion to set a date. "I'd love that." she beamed, kissing him again. It didn't matter to her that she was divorced, that part of her life was over now and she was most likely a different person than she was when she was with Josette. As for Max, he was nothing at all like her first husband. He was the most amazing man she'd ever met. She could've made rain with all the tears she'd cried when he'd gone away and finally they seemed to be mending all their past problems. Everything about her situation now made Wida happy. The perfect husband-to-be, a lovely house for her and the children accompanied by her closest friend and Signe. Getting married would be the icing on top of the cake. Course there was a niggling doubt somewhere in the back of her mind that he was still young. Did he want to tie himself down to marriage during his last year at school?
Apparently he did, or he wouldn't have asked to set a date. Wida looked contemplative and pursed her lips while she searched her mind for the most appropriate date, all wedding plans considered. "How about a December wedding? It gives us a few months to plan and the school will have closed for the holidays. The kids won't be at school, you won't be in classes and I won't be teaching." she explained, a coy smile turning the corners of her lips. "Plus, snow. Pretty." her voice becoming high and gleeful. Her mind still in organization mode, one other point occurred to her, if Max was going to be her husband before Christmas. "You could even spend Christmas with me, the kids, Brynlee and Signe. It'll be lovely." her angelic gaze showed that this really was what she wanted, if he wanted it to.
She tucked her arm around his. Wida was on her lunch break and yesterday Wida had spent all of her lunch break working. Now that she had free time after her lunch hour she planned on giving Max the happiness of her presence. She liked to think that he missed her when she was gone, just like she missed him. Vikrum talked about Max the most at home, Wida was picking up on certain attributes of jealousy from Vikrum toward Max. He seemed to hold an idolized view of Max which Wida could only take as a good thing. He was a wonderful man to idolize. "Abstinence too hard for you huh?" she teased with a slight giggle. "Alright, I'll go on the pill. I think that's the easiest bet." she told him, wondering where her fiancee was taking her to lunch.
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Post by maxi on Oct 12, 2011 11:47:05 GMT -5
when the evening shadows and the stars appear( a n d t h e r e i s n o o n e t h e r e t o d r y y o u r t e a r s )i could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Max took the grin on Wida's face as a sign that she liked the idea. He felt like they'd been engaged for so long now and it was time to actually do something about it. After all, there was no point getting engaged if you had no intention of setting a date was there? And he had every single intention of setting a date. To be frank, he couldn't wait to make Wida and her children his family, officially. There were complications with that, of course, but Max was going to live with them, because he wasn't letting Wida go again and he would fight tooth, claw and nail for Wida. No way was he going to let her slip away this time. She seemed happy with Max, that was something that he loved. He couldn't imagine a world that wasn't graced with the beauty of Wida's smile. He could barely remember life without her either. The only time he could remember without her was when she was still always in his mind and in his heart, so he wasn't really without her, so to speak. "That's great news! I can't wait to marry you, Wida"
[/color] he said with a grin, knowing that they'd both waited too long already. There would be a lot to be done if they picked a date soon though. Cake and guests lists and venues and picking a best man. Although, Max had already practically chosen Xavier in his head. X Just didn't know it yet. Or about Wida, funnily enough so that could come as a surprise. He had every intention though of getting his siblings together, and with the help of Pirzi, was going to tell them everything. He'd already text X about it and he'd agreed so that they could all pick a time when they were free together. It was just a matter of doing that. He'd have to text P and his sister now and work out a good time for them all. But first, setting a date. A Christmas wedding though, sounded lovely. The snow would be extremely pretty, they could have a proper white wedding, if she wanted. "I love that idea! It would be beautiful for wedding photos. If you wanted, it might be nice, to look up castles in the area that are rentable for the wedding to be held there. Old castles, all old stone and beautiful woodlands and then the snow, it would be picturesque."[/color] he suggested, thinking of somewhere his parents could easily afford, so he could use their money to pay. Maybe she wouldn't want that, though. "Or, if you prefer something small, there might be some cosy churches or something just as pretty. What would you prefer?"[/color] Max asked. In honesty, he did quite like to plan, and he could easily go back and do some research later on. He grinned at the invitation. "I'd love to. I had no idea what I was going to do. I didn't want to go home, I wanted to be with you, but I was worried you just wanted it to be you and the kids so I wasn't going to say anything. I'm glad you want me there"[/color] He said with a smile, a little red tinge in his cheeks. As a Prince he was trained from birth to be composed, but she managed to make his emotions run wild, and he loved the feeling that he wasn't in control. He knew that was weird, what with his love of planning, but sometimes, not knowing how you were going to feel and react was just as awesome. "Can you blame me? You're gorgeous"[/color] Max said with a smile, taking her hand and twirling her around slowly in front of him, a cute grin on his face. How could he help himself? "Alright, I'll come with you if you like. I'm done with worrying what people think, I want to be there to support you."[/color] Max offered, tucking his arm around her and pulling her a little closer. "You're the one I'm going to marry. I'm the happiest man alive"[/color] Max said with a grin.[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - tagging wida words 691 clothes hurr notes go here lyrics feel my love by adele. credit emma of ach
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Post by shideh2 on Oct 13, 2011 4:14:01 GMT -5
Wida gazed at the sensational engagement ring glistening her finger. It meant so much to her, especially seeing the German crest engraved onto it. Engagement rings always held meaning in the sense that you were going to spend the rest of your life together but they never held the crest of a country before. And she had almost been with the love of her life for a full year. January 3rd they got together. Wida couldn't ever have pitched the idea back then that she would ever believe in a relationship between her and a student. She didn't look at Max like a student anymore, she looked at him like a man. Her man, even. Just knowing that Max wasn't concerned with their statuses made her heart deflate in stress more each day. "I hope your coming over tonight," the deep pools of blue that gazed up at him showed longing to be near him anyways. She hated when he had to go back to his dorm or worse, back to Germany. Being countries apart from him was unbearable now that they were lovers again.
Answering his challenge, Wida was thankful that Max hadn't asked where she and Josette had got married. It would've been fair of him to ask just so their wedding was completely different, only she didn't want to make him think he had to out-do Josette. It didn't matter to Wida that she and Josette had married at the Eiffel tower because that marriage hadn't worked out. Their marriage would, theirs would be the one she remembered forever. "I was hoping that the press wouldn't catch any hints about the location, so I wonder if churches and castles are too obvious for choices. Unless we opted for an elopement in which we wouldn't finalize the date to anyone." Wida wondered how many guests she planned on inviting and whether it was life-and-death that they came.
Not meaning to compare to her last wedding, but she could recall seeing so many faces, mostly work colleagues of Josette's, that she hadn't particularly felt comfortable having there. If she could avoid that this time around, it would make her a lot more comfortable. Of course, she wasn't going to tell Max who he could/should invite if it was possible for her not to. Getting affectionate with her fiancee, even just holding his hand, her mind was already seeking escapes they could make where nobody would know they were gone. She could see why Max opted for the Pill, they were scarily quick to catch up on the intimacy they'd missed being apart. Flashing him a smile as he twirled her, she already knew that she was the happiest woman alive. She'd never felt so happy before.
"I don't suppose you expected to be a father before a husband" Wida nudged playfully. Truth be told Wida's seventeen year old self would've presumed that she would be married before she had children. Frank had however been born out of wedlock and by the time the twins were born she'd already split from their father. Putting the past behind her meant that the married life could be blissful for them though. There had been no point them marrying when they were stressed and she was pregnant. When Amelia was keeping Wida up all night and money was tight. No, this Winter could be the perfect time. She honestly couldn't wait.
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Post by maxi on Oct 17, 2011 4:01:05 GMT -5
when the evening shadows and the stars appear( a n d t h e r e i s n o o n e t h e r e t o d r y y o u r t e a r s )i could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Max saw her cast her eyes to her ring and he smiled, glad that she was happy with it. He'd been so glad the first time she'd agreed to wear his ring and his crest on her wedding finger, but not as glad as he was the second time, because he knew then that he had a second chance, and this one he wouldn't dare to blow. He was going to do everything right this time, starting with setting a date. He wanted to be able to call her his wife, he'd wanted it for so long and was finally going to make it happen. Max's smile got even bigger as he looked down into her beautiful blue eyes as she asked him to join her for the night. There was nothing better than waking up to find the one he loved in his arms. He regretted every night he had to spend apart from her now that he knew what it was like to wake up next to someone that you never wanted to be apart from. Days were hard, when he didn't get to see her, but the nights were worse. He hated the nights when he had to go back to his dorm, as they meant he would go back to a cold and empty bed, and he knew what he was missing out on. It didn't feel right going to bed without Wida anymore either, so Max would usually struggle to sleep. In the end he would wear himself out by reading or watching a movie on his laptop until the early hours, when he just couldn't keep his eyes open anymore.
When he was too tired to stay awake it was easier to sleep without Wida, but it was never really easy anymore. He always felt like he was missing out, and that upset him. "I am so glad that you said that. I hate every night that I have to fall asleep without you in my arms."
[/color] Max said honestly, as he reached out to stroke the cheek of his lover. He never thought of Wida as a teacher now. She was so much more than that. She was amazing and beautiful and a mother and a fighter, she would do whatever it took to do the best for her children. And more than that, she was the woman that Max hoped to spend the rest of his life in love with. He truly believed that there was never going to be another woman that he loved like he loved her. "It is better if they don't know, else there could be trouble even getting there, with all the news crews that would hassle us. The day isn't about me being a Prince and getting married. It's about you and me, two people who love each other, getting married, and I'd rather really that no press would be a part of the day.[/color] Max agreed, biting his lip and thinking about ways to avoid a landslide of reporters ruining the day for all of them. "If you want to elope, then I would be happy. All I want is to finally be able to call you my beautiful, lovely wife. Place doesn't matter for me. It's the fact that you are going to marry me that does."[/color] Max spoke from the heart yet again, something he was good at doing. He'd always been an honest man, and hoped that he would die just the same. "But I wouldn't change it for the world. I do wish that I'd gotten to be there, that part I would change"[/color] Max said with a frown. He couldn't apologize enough for his absence, but he knew that it wasn't his fault, but he still blamed himself sometimes. "This winter though, I hope It'll be final. I'm not going anywhere again"[/color] Max said, raising her hand to his lips and pressing a tender kiss to the back of her hand. He hoped that she knew that he truly meant that, and that he loved her so much more than he could ever put into words. He never wanted to leave her side and he hoped that finally, when she became his wife, his parents would accept his choice and welcome her to stay with him when he had to go back to Germany from time to time, because he wasn’t going without her. [/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - tagging wida words 613 clothes hurr notes go here lyrics feel my love by adele. credit emma of ach
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Post by shideh2 on Oct 18, 2011 9:26:57 GMT -5
Wida walked with Max through the courtyards. They were so out - both because of the gossip blog and from their absence to care who found out. So it wasn't hard for either of them to walk through the courtyards arm-in-arm or hand-in-hand. Anyone that did make a fuss was probably just jealous that a twenty-four year old mother of four could attain such a wonderful man, a Prince, a devoted father and soon-to-be husband. Wida took Max into the gardens because she loved it there. It was Frank's favourite place too. The first time Josette came to Vineheart they'd spent time together with Frank there. Frank would look at all the fish in the pond, resist the temptation to put his hand in the fountain and stare at the flowers.
Wida's smile widened as they came to the fountain. She perched herself on it's marble length, the fountain hissing beside her. It soothed her, not that she hadn't been completely relaxed before. Now she was floating on air. "The splash and stir of fountains spouted up and showering down in meshes of the jasmine and the rose: and all about us peal'd the nightingale, rapt in her song, and careless of the snare." she recited in a voice much like a melody. Chiming and steady. "I can never resist quoting Tennyson." she qualified, looking up at her fiancee with a sensual happiness that radiated from her being as she felt completely at ease with herself. Love had made her see again, see what it was like to enjoy herself and live for the moment.
Her eyes flicked to her watch, her smile faltering a little. She had to go soon, finish up the day before she would see Max again after school. A sign that she loved Max more than any other man that she'd ever known was that she missed him when he wasn't there. She couldn't move on from the sadness that overwhelmed her when she wasn't around him. It made her feel weak and vulnerable; but also made her feel free and indulgent. She let him kiss the back of her hand, her teeth bearing the sweet smile that could hardly contain itself. He wouldn't leave her again, she knew it like a fact. Like she knew the sun would rise tomorrow. Like she knew that words were mere mortals compared to what the heart wanted to say.
"Let's get married in front of a big beautiful fountain, just like this one. Imagine the pictures of the ornate design behind us. And in the winter it'll be frozen, so we won't get splashed." though the idea of water splashing at them during the ceremony did add a humourous playfulness to it.
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Post by maxi on Nov 7, 2011 6:31:28 GMT -5
when the evening shadows and the stars appear( a n d t h e r e i s n o o n e t h e r e t o d r y y o u r t e a r s )i could hold you for a million years to make you feel my love- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Max loved how they practically didn't bother to hide how much they loved each other anymore. Both were confident enough now to stroll through the grounds, hand in hand, laughing and smiling and planning how they were going to be married. The gossip blogs had ended any secrecy that they had and he'd made it clear anyway that he didn't care who knew anymore. He was proud to be the man that Wida loved, and even prouder to be the father to her child. He couldn't wait until they could see Amelia later, she, and Wida's other children always brightened his day when class had drawn everything that they could from him. The gardens were beautiful in the light of the day, just like Wida. The way it bounced off her hair was just perfect, and he couldnm't believe that he was so lucky to have her love him. It was more than he deserved, and more than he'd ever dreamed of, to be honest. He'd thought that his parents would try and marry him off to someone who he wouldn't be in love with and he'd spend the rest of his life getting by, but nowhere near as happy as he should be. Not anymore. He wasn't going to let someone who he loved and someone who loved him slip away for someone who wouldn't make him as happy. He'd stood his ground and now he had everything that he wanted. It went to show that it was worth fighting tooth and claw for what you wanted, as it all paid off for him in the end.
Of course others might not have been so lucky, but better to fight than just let it go, right? Max sat beside her on the fountain and smiled, dipping his fingers in the water and wiggling them to cause some little ripples. Everything was so clear to him now, just like the water contained in the fountain. He was meant to be with Wida and nothing would ever stop him from marrying her. She was in love with him. There was no reason really not to get married, and he wanted her as his wife so much. He was going to be the husband that didn't ruin her life. Rather, he wanted to be the husband who made it worth it. All the pain and tears from the last marriages wouldn't matter anymore, because he was going to try and erase all that and make her so very happy. "I love how you can do that, just pull those beautiful quotes out of thin air, as if they're engrained in every part of you. You always have one to fit."
[/color] Max said with a smile, moving his dry hand up to her face and stroking it lightly. He saw her eyes flicker to the time and he sighed, knowing that lunch was nearly over. "It will look very beautiful, and quite dramatic. And look, you'd be able to see how beautiful you look in the reflection of the ice water. You are so very beautiful"[/color] Max spoke with a smile, pressing a kiss to her neck this time.[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - tagging wida words 613 clothes hurr notes go here lyrics feel my love by adele. credit emma of ach
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Post by shideh2 on Nov 8, 2011 15:00:47 GMT -5
Wida's golden locks of hair bristled under the heat, it was nice to see that even when school was starting there were still some remnants of hot weather. She tried to straighten her hair with her hands, making sure it wasn't brought up by the wind. It appeared as if she were stroking her hair like the mermaid of the fountain. She smiled gleefully the same smile she'd been wearing since she found out she wasn't pregnant. Of course she wanted her and Max to have more children, when they were older, when the kids were older and when they were ready for another child. All thoughts drifted away as Max placed a sweet kiss upon the base of her neck. Wida intuitively pulled her head back to give him better access, moaning as if relaxed as he did so.
As she rose from the edge of the fountain she was sitting, her stomach started to play topsy turvy. She felt it clench horribly and Wida made a slight stammer in standing up as a result. It was the same nausea she felt earlier, leading to her buying the pregnancy test in the first place. Now she knew it wasn't pregnancy symptoms though she tried to push past it. She did this with many and all illnesses, she didn't allow herself to get unwell. It wasn't in her nature. She hoped Max wouldn't worry but she supposed it was natural for him to worry about her health. Especially with her blood pressure being so high already due to stress. She'd been a serious risk of preclampsia whilst having Amelia and she'd have never forgiven herself if something had gone wrong.
"I'm going to head back inside, I'll see you after school. I have a few stores I need to get to before they close so if you could stay home with the kids tonight that would be amazing." her smile gleamed with a hint of shyness. It wasn't a habit of hers, asking someone to look after her children. She only trusted Brynlee and Max to do it, period, and she rarely asked. She placed a gentle loving kiss on his lips before turning on her heel and making her way back to the school.
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