Post by ric on Nov 4, 2011 23:20:06 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, background-color: 000000; width: 450px; padding-top: 5; padding: 10,5,10,5px; border: 000000, solid 8px;][/style]  I just wanna rock all night long, And put you in the middle of my spotlight, You could be my it girl. At first he had been scared of the maid since she was really not the easiest to get along with but he quickly learnt that while he might remember more often her getting mad at him and yelling at him there were many times where she would fix a scraped knee or things like that when both he and his brother were young, there was no limits to the capabilities of the older woman she was always able to make Ric smile when he was down and there was really no one else that was able to get to him like she had. He was sure sometimes that the woman even knew him better than his own mother and it was not that his mother was not around she was just busy since she had responsibilities along with raising the two children one of which was going to take the throne. She tried her best to spend as much time as possible with the two of them but Maia was just always around when they needed something after all she was hired just to take care of them mostly and the rest of the palace, even while he was at Vineheart he made sure to send her regular letters and she did she same, seeing that his brother was not as close with the maid the two of them did not tend to correspond though he surely did tell her how his brother was doing in all the letters that he was sending. She would never do it to you, she just likes to yell at me and my brother. He said with a chuckle, while the woman was fiery she was also very polite and he knew that she would take an immediate liking to Ellie. After the kiss everything seemed to turn from effortless to awkward and it froze him to the spot before he decided that he needed a breather and took the opportunity to take the garbage to the garbage can and steps were hesitant carrying him back to where he was sitting with the girl on the floor, would it be better for him to just tell her that he was leaving and just forget that any of it had happened even though it would be etched in his mind for he was sure the next hours and there was no way that he was going to be able to sleep, he was feeling so guilty he never thought that it would have been wrong but that proved just how much he was wrong. He was tense once again as he took a seat where he had been sitting earlier and watched as she reached out to his hands and his shoulders were held tense looking back at her and meeting her eyes for a moment, not too sure what to make of this when she then uttered that she was sorry, there was no need for it though since he had been the one that had been enough of an idiot to make the mistake. It’s fine. He murmured so quietly he was sure that she would barely hear it. He forced himself to nod for the next words that came from her mouth. It’s my fault I never should have, ever. I am sorry. He took full blame as he spoke up then continuing to listen to what she was telling him. It was a mistake, please forgive me. He was almost robotic as he spoke, cutting off emotion not wanting it to affect him. It was amazing to him how fast he had ruined this, he wanted to spend time with her that had been why he had come and joined her by bringing dinner and then of course he needed to do something to ruin it all. I don’t want to pressure you that was never my intention. He stood as well knowing that even if the night was salvaged and they got back onto good terms that it was not going to be the same as it was, he needed to leave now while he had made his statement. She kissed him on the cheek which did cause a small smile but it was brief. I am really sorry. He stated once again. |
