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Post by donato nicolas of spain on Jun 28, 2012 11:19:02 GMT -5
d a n t e || n i c o l a s || b o r b o n private.private.private.private -------------------------------------------------------- SEPTEMBER SEVENTEETH TWOTHOUSANDELEVEN hung out with my sister today. i wonder if she could tell that i was coked out of my mind?
it had to be done. i drank too much last night and couldn't handle her when i was hungover. i love the kid, but all three of my siblings are too bright for me.
i can't deny that i've missed her. i've missed all of them. it's just so dangerous for me to be around them, i don't feel safe taking them anywhere. if it's even rumored in the media about dad's condition, someone could come after me and in turn, them. and i still haven't settled things with leon about his sister. i don't even think he knows yet. but i know that when i tell him, there will be a fall out and i could be a target. although, it's possible that my relationship with x could save me from his cousin.
dante
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Post by donato nicolas of spain on Jun 28, 2012 11:34:00 GMT -5
d a n t e || n i c o l a s || b o r b o n private.private.private.private -------------------------------------------------------- SEPTEMBER TWENTYTHIRD TWOTHOUSANDELEVEN xavier was shot. x was SHOT. while having coffee with p and serj. it's like my biggest fear has happened, to my best friend. and i'm strangely calm.
bella is asleep. she looks so peaceful, which is a relief. i couldn't handle it earlier, her face full of fear and worry. there isn't anything i can do for her and i know that. i hate it. i'm like her older brother, i'm supposed to protect her. but this isn't something i can protect her from. i can't protect anyone from it.
and everyone wants to know why i'm not close with my siblings. this whole thing could have easily been replaced with me and any of my siblings. what if the shooter had missed and hit pirzi? what if someone wants to pick off the royals? x hasn't done anything to warrant anyone coming after him. but i have.
what if i'm next?
dante
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